Change of Course

**UPDATE: Turns out that I won't be changing course with the blog entries. I started to change the point of view it would be written to/from, but it just didn't feel natural and the words didn't flow. As soon as I wrote how I did before, POOF! I'm back at it! =) Can't stop me now... going to turn into a journaling machine!! =)

~~~~~~~

I was just thinking about it lately and decided that I'm going to take this blog in a little bit of a different direction... moving forward, I want to write future posts as though I am speaking w/ Sophia, her older self. I want her to know our time together as mother and daughter... since this blog was started w/ the intention for Sophia to come back and read these as to recount snippets of moments that I cherish w/ her... what my thoughts and feelings may have been at the time. Basically, it'll be a true journal that I will update as much as possible for the sake of Sophia... and for me also... cause I know I won't be able to remember everything as much as I would love to, but it's just kind of impossible--sometimes I can't even remember what I did just yesterday! Boo... =/

Anyways, I'm excited for the change... I can already imagine how it might be like for Sophia to read this years and years from now in the distant future... 

One definite and constant thing that will NEVER change FOR SURE... 

SOPHIA, I WILL ALWAYS (no matter what) LOVE, LOVE, LOVE, LOVE YOU W/ ALL MY HEART!!! 

From being a parent, I have learned to love unconditionally... to know and grasp what that truly means. Before, I just thought I knew. I have learned so much and have become such a better person since I've met you--I know this is going to sound corny... but you do make my life whole and absolutely complete =D

I DO AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

Mommy <3 div="">