This
blog has totally gone out of order... I try my best to keep the
entries in order as much as possible but I just don't think it's
going to happen... sorry, Sophia =/
There are just some posts that are quicker to put up than others. Going by previous experience, I am easily able to get carried away on a post that was suppose to have taken 5-10 min, which then turns into 3 hours. Then there are those other times (bloggers inevitably go through) when I spend the 3-4 hours (writing, editing the pics, editing the rough draft, and repeat) only to find out that the blogger site decides to not function properly and all the work IS GONE!! That's the worse!!!
When I go to click on the 'save' button and all my work just disappears, that's one of THEE worse feelings in the world!! I get frustrated and head off to bed at 4 AM without anything to show for it; but (!!) no matter how angry I get, we all know I'm going to head back in front of the comp and put in another 4 hours cause I'm definitely getting the post up!! Thinking about it now, all I can do is laugh... Haha... it's funny (a little bit) now but, in the moment, I want to cry and pull my hair!
In the end, it doesn't matter how many hours it takes, I'll always love updating this blog for Cookie!! Something that her and I can come back to, to relive memories, cause I know I won't always be able to remember everything (even though I WISH I could). I also hope I am able to convey the feelings that I felt in these moments when they were strongest.
There isn't a moment that goes by that I don't LOVE my Sophia with all my heart (!!!); but there are other moments that just literally takes my breath away (I sound so friggin' corny right now, I'm aware) - I am kind of in a disbelief that I can feel so much love for her - during these times I wonder if she can feel the warmth emanating from inside when I hug her. Even now, as I write and think about it, I become so overwhelmed that I want to just cry... is that normal??
There are just some posts that are quicker to put up than others. Going by previous experience, I am easily able to get carried away on a post that was suppose to have taken 5-10 min, which then turns into 3 hours. Then there are those other times (bloggers inevitably go through) when I spend the 3-4 hours (writing, editing the pics, editing the rough draft, and repeat) only to find out that the blogger site decides to not function properly and all the work IS GONE!! That's the worse!!!
When I go to click on the 'save' button and all my work just disappears, that's one of THEE worse feelings in the world!! I get frustrated and head off to bed at 4 AM without anything to show for it; but (!!) no matter how angry I get, we all know I'm going to head back in front of the comp and put in another 4 hours cause I'm definitely getting the post up!! Thinking about it now, all I can do is laugh... Haha... it's funny (a little bit) now but, in the moment, I want to cry and pull my hair!
In the end, it doesn't matter how many hours it takes, I'll always love updating this blog for Cookie!! Something that her and I can come back to, to relive memories, cause I know I won't always be able to remember everything (even though I WISH I could). I also hope I am able to convey the feelings that I felt in these moments when they were strongest.
There isn't a moment that goes by that I don't LOVE my Sophia with all my heart (!!!); but there are other moments that just literally takes my breath away (I sound so friggin' corny right now, I'm aware) - I am kind of in a disbelief that I can feel so much love for her - during these times I wonder if she can feel the warmth emanating from inside when I hug her. Even now, as I write and think about it, I become so overwhelmed that I want to just cry... is that normal??
Anyhow... before I start bawling... haha...
Back to what I was saying...
I have decided that I'm going to post little in-between cutie moments that I can't help but share... such as the below...
I have decided that I'm going to post little in-between cutie moments that I can't help but share... such as the below...
Why am I so eager to share?? Who knows? HAHA!! Probably because I think Sophia's choices of clothes/fashion is AWESOME!! I love it!! (I might be biased, but I don't care!) =) I want her to dress me... hmm... actually, there has been times that she has, haha!
As I'm getting dressed, she'll come to my closet and pick out pants and/or a top and tells me what I should wear because "it's pretty." The expression on her face when she looks up at me as she's saying that with a 'pleassssssse (and a big grin)' makes me want to squeeze her to death and give her a million and one kisses!
I love bein' her mama!!
And here comes that overwhelming feeling of overflowing love again =)
**This was suppose to have been one of those short 5 min posts... look at what it has turned into... (sigh)... I guess I can't shut my mouth when it comes to bragging about Cookie =) Btw, this post consisted of multiple trips back and forth to the comp, haha... I LOVE IT!! Ya tired of me going on and on about Sophia yet?? Haha...**
'til the next "little" outing!
As I'm getting dressed, she'll come to my closet and pick out pants and/or a top and tells me what I should wear because "it's pretty." The expression on her face when she looks up at me as she's saying that with a 'pleassssssse (and a big grin)' makes me want to squeeze her to death and give her a million and one kisses!
I love bein' her mama!!
And here comes that overwhelming feeling of overflowing love again =)
**This was suppose to have been one of those short 5 min posts... look at what it has turned into... (sigh)... I guess I can't shut my mouth when it comes to bragging about Cookie =) Btw, this post consisted of multiple trips back and forth to the comp, haha... I LOVE IT!! Ya tired of me going on and on about Sophia yet?? Haha...**
'til the next "little" outing!
COOKIE &
MAMA
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